10.10.08

只是一个曾经拨动我心铉的坏男人

只是一个曾经,过去
因为从一开始,你就得明白
他不属于你,不属于任何人
即使编了上百,上万个理由来掩饰
还是欺骗不了自己。。。梦还是会醒

他。。。
会出现在你家门外,不介意等多久,“就快见到你,觉得很快乐。”
眼神中好像有千万个疑惑,你永远不会了解他在想什么
总会出乎意料,作出让你意想不到的事情
陪你上山,下海,他乐意
在你伤心难过时,他似明瞭。。。
只用一句“你心情很不好”表达一切
懂得你想着什么。。。
时刻体贴,担心你疲累,担心你着凉
也许,那时会陷入甜蜜的深渊
以为自己很幸福

麻痹,昏迷,陶醉,
很快的,梦醒了
发现自己过度美化一切
留下的只是心中的一个空洞
怀念的不是他,而是当时的美好


过度美化一切:女生犯的毛病,总爱幻想,总爱把一切美化,
总爱用千万个理由来让自己陶醉与相信,不愿清醒。
到最后,伤害不是因为别人,是因为自己!

9.10.08

《家好月圆》内,
至信送给心女的手表
在她努力忘记他时
停了。。。
她说:“好像在告诉她,
他们两个是时候完结了。”

那一天,
我看他送我的手表。。。
也停了。。。

8.10.08

爱不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有


>> 林峯<<
\(^.^)/ 爱他哦!!!

7.10.08

心的碎片未能拼凑

我相信
结合 需要很长的一段时间

我相信
我再也无法回到
之前爱的深度
心碎留下的痕迹
为爱的深度 起了恐惧
划下一道界限

我相信
我会忘怀 放下
再用我们的回忆
在其中的碎片
刻上完美的句点
就是我俩完美的结局

29.9.08

句点(二)

是我的句点,
画得不完整,
不坚持,不确定。
先怨恨自我的不肯定。
再怨恨你所谓的不舍得。

有一个故事,
持持续续, 间间断断了三年
带给我许多欢笑,惊喜,快乐,幸福
可是,到一个不能延续下去的时候
即使如何 逞强 也无法继续。。。

回想了许多
突然很平静
没有了怨恨

其实,是我
画了句点,又擦了句点
在一个完结的句子
最适合的,只有句点。

23.9.08

兴起 四字

不懂 不明 思索为何
害怕 疑惑 胡乱猜说

也许 说了 徒劳失措
可是 迷惑 比之难过

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陷得越深 心愈苦痛
离别不舍 思念不止
越是甜蜜 越是苦涩
万分想见 不得其愿
近在身旁 奈何不见

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害怕孤独 选择沉醉
不愿清醒 所以麻醉
恐惧睁眼 入暮漆黑
沉默入睡 静待天明

19.9.08

STRONIUM

This will be my first post in English, and might be the only one post in English. During the last 14 weeks, I have been a internship trainee in Stronium Company which located at Plaza Mont Kiara. The experience working there is memorable, and enrich my life. I would like to write to thank all of them...

Since I started working as an intern in Stronium, 14 weeks has passed. During the period, I have enjoyed my internship here and I appreciate having this great opportunity to work with you all.

Today is my last working day in Stronium. Taking this opportunity, I would like to thank you all for the support, guidance, and encouragement you all have provided me.

Thanks Gene for giving me a chance working in Stronium. You are a nice boss, always wearing a warm smile, and treat us for meals. Thanks for all the meals.

Thanks Margaret for all the concerns and kindness even we hardly meet each others, thanks for helping me to bank in the cheque.

Thanks Tay for your encouragement, patient guidance and taught me so much, which enhanced my website knowledge. I have learned a lot from you, appreciate it.

Thanks Sabrina for your advice and helping in configure the computer for me. Thanks for always open the office door for me. I respect your attitude towards work.

Thanks Khairul for your generous sharing of insights, experiences, it helped to make my work well and give me great support in my work.

Thanks Desmond for all the laughs and joyful you bring to us. Don’t drink and smoke too much! Stay healthy and wish you the best for your future!

Thanks Siva for helping me in the event project, and also all the “kacau” and “chit chat” message. Thanks for always making me can’t stop laughing.

Thanks Nurrul for the friendly and caring. It’s so good to sit beside you. Thanks for always be there and support me.

I enjoyed the outing yesterday with you all, the moment we watch movie and play bowling together. Thanks again for everything.

After today, this computer will not belong to me any longer and there will be another one using it and the account of suki@stronium.com may not exist anymore. But the friendship and memories is unforgettable, I’ll miss you all.

Please keep in touch, I can be reached at my personal email address (kino_1love@yahoo.com) or hand phone no. 012-xxxxxxx.

All the best.
After I have mailed to them, feel so empty and sad. I've know I gonna miss them a lot. But I'm understand that I have to move on, and back to my school, study and finally graduate.

Thanks to Stronium. Thanks to all my colleagues and friends.